Monday, April 20, 2009

Artistic Photos

Carrie's and my attempt at being artistic photographers.


Tessau Twins

I think I mentioned before that Noah and Danica were the fourth set of Tessau twins. I thought I would take a moment to post pictures of the other sets. I will go oldest to youngest. (Sorry Dad!)


Roy and Ray Tessau
Parents - Emil & Emmi Tessau


Matt and Brian Tessau
Parents - Craig & Linda Tessau


Nathan and Nicholas Tessau (Noah in the middle)
Parents - Eric and Angela Tessau


Noah and Danica Tessau
Parents - Geoff & Carrie Tessau

Saturday, April 18, 2009

One month old!

Well, it sure doesn't seem possible, but as of 5:11 and 5:12 p.m. today, the twins are a month old. I can definitely tell that they have grown, they seem so much bigger holding them now. They are both out of their preemie clothes, and wearing Newborn now. I don't think it will be too long before Noah will be too big for NB and into 0-3 month, and I'm sure Danica won't be far behind that. We have a couple weeks worth of NB diapers yet though, so hopefully they don't outgrow them before they used up!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

April 15th

Well, today is April 15th. This day has many meanings for us right now. Most see it as tax day - which reminds us that next year at this time, we get to claim two extra deductions! But for us, today is sort of bittersweet. April 15th was the original due date for the twins - so they are officially full term today. They are also 4 weeks old today, which is just impossible to believe. But one year ago today, we had a miscarriage. I remember the emotional roller coaster were on at that time. We had just found out we were pregnant about 5 weeks or so prior, and had just told our family by giving them Easter eggs with pacifiers and booties in them, and had just begun to accept the fact that, after 3 years of complications and trying, we were finally pregnant. In fact, we had just bought a pack of diapers the night before. Carrie was following a website which said how big the fetus was each week, and at the time of the miscarriage, it was the size of bean. I was calling it lil' bean whenever I asked Carrie how she was feeling.
After learning about the miscarriage the next day, we began to feel like we were never going to get pregnant. We went through a bit of a depression for a month or so, trying to cope with the loss of the baby we didn't get to meet. Carrie bought a memories bracelet, and had the inscription read "Lil' Bean".
Now, a year later, we are doubly blessed with our beautiful twins. As my sister said, God gave us one baby for this pregnancy, and one for the one we lost. Finding out that our due date for the twins was the same day as our miscarriage was odd. It did emphasis to us that God does everything for a reason. If we didn't have the miscarriage, we never would have had the twins. It is with keeping this in mind that we remember that we need to put our trust in God, and know that he has a plan. Lil' Bean is in heaven watching over the twins, and some day we will get to meet the child that God called home before we had a chance to know him/her.

RIP Lil' Bean

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

3 Weeks Old

Sorry it's been a week since any updates... it has been a busy time as you might imagine. We are starting to get a system down with this whole parenting thing. Carrie and I do a bottle assembly line twice a day, getting 6 bottles ready by putting in a drop-in liner and 3 oz. of water, then getting 6 servings of formula measured out into those little formula storage containers with the separate compartments. This helps out a lot when you have a baby in your arms and need to get a bottle ready, you can pretty much do it one-handed.
Danica is still not the greatest sleeper - wanting to be held for the most part. We try to avoid starting that habit, but some nights we just want to sleep so I end up laying in the recliner with her asleep on my chest.
I will try to get some more pictures uploaded soon.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

2 weeks ago

It seems impossible to believe that it has been two weeks since Carrie called me to tell me that the babies were coming that day. It didn't help that one of those two weeks were spent living in the hospital, but it still doesn't seem right to think that the twins are already two weeks old. Before I know it, they will be a month old and soon after that we will be having a birthday party.